" The Risen Christ Offers Forgiveness"
A Sermon based on the Gospel of John21: 1-17
Today's story begins with seven of Jesus' disciples having returned to Galilee. Whether they were there because the Easter messenger at the empty tomb told them that is where they would see Jesus (Matt. 28:7 & 10;Mark 16:7)...or they are there because -- as the days & weeks have passed -- they have concluded there was nothing they could do in Jerusalem, we don't know. Perhaps, they think that the whole thing is over!
For whatever reason, Peter has gone home. Galilee is where the Jesus-movement began. Here is where he and Andrew, together with James and John, had left their boats and their nets and had followed Jesus, to become "fishers of men." But that was already a year or two, or three ago…
"We have found the Messiah!" they had exclaimed when we first met these fishermen-disciples in John’s Gospel (John 1:41). Their hopes ran high as they responded to his call, dropping their nets and moving out among the villages. Jesus (and they) had stirred up the people! They gathered a crowd. Here, in Galilee, they saw Jesus’ healing miracles and heard his inspiring words. Here, on the shore of this same Sea of Galilee, they had seen Jesus feed five thousand people with five loaves of bread and a couple of fish. They had felt the excitement of the crowds. (!)
Sure, they knew that Jesus had enemies... but he was on a roll! Jesus was invincible (they thought)! Surely God’s Messiah would triumph over all his enemies! On to Jerusalem!
Then, to their astonishment and dismay, things started coming apart. First, Jesus acted so strangely during his Palm Sunday coronation parade -- actually weeping, crying, saying that the City didn't know how to make peace (Luke 19:41-42) -- and (frankly) Jerusalem still doesn’t!
Along the journey to Jerusalem, Jesus had said that the people would reject him (kill him) just as the people in Jerusalem had killed the other prophets God had sent to them. (!) Then, even more strangely, was the way Jesus acted at their last supper together, as if he would never see them again -- saying that his body would be broken; his blood, shed. He said that the men & women disciples would be scattered, like a flock without a shepherd. By one of them he would be betrayed! All of them would be afraid... So he had said on that Maundy Thursday...
Peter had replied: No way! He'd be there, even if it meant dying at Jesus' side! (Mark 14:29) What happened after that was too horrible to think about. Peter still wept silently whenever he thought of the three times he denied knowing Jesus! His intentions were good, but he made a bad decision when it came time to speak up. His actions that night (three denials) only added to his grief and guilt.
Like the rest of Jesus’ followers, whenever Peter’s mind's eye went back, replaying the scene of three crosses on Golgotha -- those three days of bleakness as Jesus' body lay buried -- it was too painful!
And now there have been a subsequent couple of weeks of confusion, emotion, dashed hopes, rumors... Their "ordinary life" had come to a screeching halt. Everything had changed. It was like chaos!
After three weeks, what was left? Judas was dead. (Suicide.) The other eleven disciples, and the women, began to split up. Two of them had gone off to Emmaus. Seven of the men decided to return home to Galilee. John tells us it was Simon Peter, Thomas, Nathaniel (who was from Cana in Galilee), plus the two sons of Zebedee (James & John), and two other disciples… probably Peter’s brother Andrew was one of them.
Three years earlier, these seven had left Galilee with such high hopes, and now they returned -- looking back on those dreams and their vows -- seeing how far they were from accomplishing any of them.
They had given up their jobs (their place in society) to follow a dream of "changing the world" for the better -- for eternity, for God! -- but it turned out to be so much more difficult than they had expected. Now they came home, so much less than they thought they ought to be.
It’s normal for a person to make mistakes, and some of them can be quite serious. It’s a good thing that God has "a soft spot for fools and little children..." because I’ve been both of those!1 What does it take to forgive ourselves for our mistakes? (!) Is there anything a person can do to get "unstuck"? I imagine Peter and the others wondered those same things.
1 This phrase is from the song: "Farther On" (by Russ Taff, Tori Taff, & James Hollihan, 1989 copyright, Tori Taff Music ASCAP)
I can imagine this "remnant" half of the original 12 disciples arriving back in Galilee with the kind of sad mood one might encounter in the campaign headquarters of a losing candidate, or the depressed quiet one might hear in the locker room of a losing team. What was there to say? What could they do? The damage had already been done.
I wonder whether Peter could even share his "guilty secret" with the others. What would they think, if they knew that (like a fool, full of false courage) he had followed Jesus after his arrest. And then (like a coward) when questioned, Peter denied knowing him -- three times!
Those denials felt to Peter just like Judas' betrayal